Sometimes I think the most human of my desires is to be not where or who I am, but to somehow in the blink of an eye transport myself to where I feel I need to be while simultaneously transfroming myself into the “better” version of myself that I have yet to verbalize to the world, and wish to hopefully actualize for myself at sometime in my lifetime. In moments like this where I feel a particular need of escape or like I’m close to some sort of a personal breakthrough, I close my eyes and hold them closed until they gently begin to flutter. I exhale quietly through lightly parted lips, and hope that no one saw, but that someone noticed.
